The boy who wanted to b GOD.....

(guys this is my first attempt at innovative writting . i have beeen working on this since quite sometime now ,in the past few days i have had a lot of free time at the hospital which heped me complete this story of mine.

i know its stilll raw n i know it doesn makes much sense,,but i hope u guys will like it ,,,!!!)

The boy who wanted to b GOD.....

ther was a small boy once ... he hated school ..he loved to dance .. sometimes he liked drawin as well
one day the teacher was asking everyone what they wanted to be .some wanted to be cricketers
some wanted to be actors but this boy ,,, this boy, he wanted to be GOD ..
he said " i want to be god .. God has the best job in the world ...he can do ne thing ..'
they all told him he can't be god but he refused to accept ..
y not ? he wud argue ...
if the person who is god now can be god y cant i ??
he was stubborn
he had fire in his eyes ...
n the will to fight .. ,,, fight for what he thinks is right ..

as he grew up ..he found that at every step ther wer both people, ones who wanted to hold him back n the ones who wanted to help him grow .
at every steps he had two clear choices .. two clear paths to follow
the wrong ones more so often were the easy ones that were lucrative ..n the right ones usually were the ones which wer the hardest path to walk ...
he always tried to twalk the right path .. he always tried to help others on his way ,,
he always tried to do what god what do .
and even though if u ask me he was doing way too much from our standards ... he was still unhappy bout not being able do everything . like god cud ..
no matter how big an achivement he wud make the wolrd wud still have a lot of bad in it to
make it feel real negligible
n then it began
he started to get tired of this world ..
his fire had started to burn out
the fight in him seemd to get smaller day by day ..
n then one day finally he got fed up ,.,
standing on the terrace he looked up at the sky n "I GIVE UP ... I CANT BE U GOD ..!!!
I THOUGHT I CUD DO BETTR THAN U .. I THOUGHT I CUD ERADICATE POVERTY N UNHAPPINESS FROM THE WORLD ... I THOUGHT I CUD FILL THIS WORLD WITH LOVE ...BUT I DIDNT REALISE U WER BEYOND HUMAN .. N HOW CUD I DO IN JUST ONE LIFE TIME WHAT U CUDN IN SO MANY LIFE SPANS ."
n then it happened
the sky went dark .. n the winds started blowing
n time stoped ..N then lightinig struck n he cud hear the voice now .. it was god's voice n it said .."OH DEAR SON OF MINE ...!!! I HAVE TO TELL U SOME THING .LISTEN CAREFULLY ..WE INVENT THINGs WHEN WE NEED TO ACHIEVE THAT WHAT WE CANT NORMALLY DO,,
LIKE U GUYS BUILT CARS SO THAT U CUD TRAVEL AT SPEEDS WHICH U CUDN ACHIEVE OTHERIWSE
SIMILARLY I BUILT U GUYS TO DO THINGS THAT I CANT ...!!!
SO DONT GIVE UP ...
DONT LEAVE IT ON ME ...!!!.. I M GOD . BUT U R HUMANS ..i made u n i m telling u
U CAN ACHIEVE N E THING UR MIND PERCIEVES ".....

With changing times ...times change..

The sloppy saturday woke up with the the diwali stamp on it this week....
i as usual had a yet another dull diwali.. (...i have been through some real bad shit during earlier diwali times...so compared to that this diwali was way too good if u ask me .. )
however
as i was sitting in my room writting assignments (yes i do ta at home ...) evry now n then i wud hear bhooom or phoong or the clikering of the lavangi ...n it drove me maddd ......
i was like ... "ohhh my god ... wud u jus !!.. stoppp itt....!!! for haven'sss sake " n then i went to the window n saw these kids doing those dumb things that kids usually do ....n i was suddenly transported back in time
u know how it is sometimes
u see something that reminds u of ur past
yaa i was jus like these kids bak then ...
i used to love all the crakers n the smoke n the rockets ....n the noise..
n the oldies wud always complain bout the noise n all . n i used to think wat losers .. how can they not like alll these noises . isnt that wat its all bout ...isnt diwali all about lights n crackers ..
n i used to think to hell with them ; when i grow up ; i m goin to help these kids with the crackers.. n not be complaining about all the noise n all ..n here i am. not even old yet . in my 20's already finding these crackers annoying (which they actually are ,,!! they r a big nuisance. which should be banned not just because i find them irritating but also because of serious environmental problems. n also because they can be dangerous for kids n for adults likewise .. )
n so i found myself just staring out of the window with a smile on my face looking at these kids enjoying their life ...their tension free life . without n e responsibilty . n without having n e assignments to complete .( somewher down the line .. in our efforts to achieve n grow we have forgotten how to live . its one thing we can learn from these kids.)


n such r the ironies of life .i remember once having read a poem in one of my school books which was bout this leaf that had fallen down n had gone all brown .. n it looked up at all the green leaves..surprisingly not with jealousy. but with a smile cause he saw the irony of life right ther .even he used to laugh at all the fallen leaves from up above ther n used to think he wudn end up like them. n today he knows bettr n smiles at all the leaves who r laughing at him thinking have fun guys cause someday u will fall too .. someday u will not be needed n e more . so enjoy every moment now when u can .
n getting old is perfectly fine as well . its just the process of evolution . when u have had ur share of fun. u get bored n move on as it is ..to the next level
similarly today after 4 years of college when i see the first years making all the nosie n goin ga ga about thier coll today n i sit ther alone in the canteen looking for my friends n thinking wat has changed in the past years u will still find me always weaing a smile on my face ...
i have had my share of fun . i have been ther ,, done that .. n m ready to graduate to the next level .
i don like all things that i use to like earlier on.... like i find crackers as total disrespect for money n environment n irritating . but its fine .with changing times ..times change !!!!

It just wont do ne more

i know no ones goin to read the post after reading the title only ...
people like all funny stuff ,,
i find my self at a point where every creative person hates to be .
a place wher i want to grow up from my dumb but commercial posts to serious meaningful but boring posts ,,
i know what u guys want is a small post which is intrestin enough masala n some nice pic ..
tat doesn take much of an effort to understand
but i m tired of doing things the way u want it to be ,,,
i m bored of jus being gigny arent u ??
so to hell with it i don care if ne one reads my post or not n e more
coz as it is i dont think n e one does .loll
n i need this blog to get to away from my life ,,,,
which is goin to get real stressful starting from tomoro
yeah my happy vaccation days are over .
n its time to kick some butt . well my butt i goin to get kicked n e wyzz so i might as well kick them back .

what do u guys want . ? why have u guys been pushing me around all this time .
m tired of it . i take everthing lightly n life takes advantage of me .
no more it ends tomoro .
nothings goin to do n e more ,,,
kuch bhi chalta nahi hai
i want things my way .
i want to score this time in my exams ...
i want to get a new moblie fone .
i need a bloody vehicle .
i need 4 hrs of pc daily ..
i don want to be in the blaklist this time ,,,
i want my submisions to be a cake walk jus like everyone else's is normally
i m want to defeat maalpani in table tennis ..
i want go out with the best gal in the world ...
i want to make my parents proud of me
i want to go n see ladhak
n m not going to stop n rest now untill i have done all these things ...
u guys shudn have woken me up ....!!!
coz when i wake up n take charge i can be realli mean.
look out guys.....

Y do men have Nipples ...!!!??

does n e one of u remember dil kabbadi ,,,,
yeah the funny sex comedy that it was suppposed to be ....n all ,,, with rahul bose ,,,soha ali khan (oh ,,who btw i use to like even before she started doing films ...) n irfan khan and konkona sen ...!!1
the film didnt realli live upto all the hype i had heard bout it ..but nonetheless it was a good flick .. worth catching if u r jus lookin for plane entertainment ...!!!

n e wayz ...!!1 rahul bose's charecter comes up wid this question .....
y DO MEN HAVE NIPPLEZ //???

n it reaalli got me ...!!1
i laughed at tat a lot n then gave it a thought ...!!
it sounds dumb at first if u listen to the statement ...!!1
but if u think bout it mman .u might actually find urslef confused ...@@@

i mean seriously Y DO WE NEED NIPPLES ..??
its not like we have to feed the baby or something ...!!
what pupose do they serve
what was GOD thinking while making those......
""okie lets do something ...crazy ..jus for fun lets give these men some nipples ....!!"
haaan ?
so i thought i shuld riddle ur mind with the queery ///....!!!
as to what do u think ...
y did god gave men nipples ,,,,???