The fucking dead lines.......////

u r just bout to cross the road ... when u hear the horn n sunddenly life frezzes...!!

u get up every morning...just to rush to get to the deadline of the lecture thats going to start in an hour ..
in the lecture u rush to complete the deadline of the assignments in the last bench not even listening to what the professors saying who is not even bothered that u r not listening ...!! u r so engrossed in this mindless job that u r .. not even aware of what u r copying .. u r just copyin .. or just trying to cope ,,up with this insane world ...!! wher everything sane doesnt makes sense n everything insane does .. it sometimes makes u wonder if its the world or is it just me who has gone all upside down ....but m just trying to be me
n then when u rush after the lecture to catch the movie u might miss or the buss u might not catch ...thats when the horn freezes u .....

the truck's coming right towards u ...its still pretty far away but the adrelin in ur body rushes to ur brain.. n for thaat one sec u r ther ...!!
u r finally ther ,,,the world finally got u ..even though if it was for that just one sec ..u actually lived not in some future deadline but in the present ,,,in this sec .. in the heat of the moment
after this one sec . the present lost u again..

y should i do it ,,
i don realli care of waht happens .. what would have happened if i had been under the truck instead of being away from it .. would the fucking deadline still matter ..??? would the fact that i have got 2 kts bother n e one ...?would it bother mother.. my mom .or . my dad ,,??
is this all u guys care bout in the world??
n suddenly u realise
tat ....
u r on the busride to the theatre by now . u see dirt .. u see filth... u smell stress ...people cursing each other .some out loud some in thier minds .. i can hear it all .. y can i hear it all ?? is ther something worng with me ?? . u ridicule it but u enjoy it ..!!

n then u see her ...gleaming eyes n those..... bornish black hair n that frown that she is trying to make up cause i m late n i cudn meet the fucking deadline (she is not realli angry with me.. this i know ..u girls cant realli fake stuff ...u think we don know it but we know it .. we know it when u r faking it up ,,,,!!1 if u know what i mean)

n then u see her eyes yeah those gleaming ones full of water with the biggest smile on her face n the movie screen running the THE END part ... n u say .. thats y i live ...!!
thats my prupose ,,,??
n then u hold her in ur arms ... n u dont want to let go of her ..... ever
..but then u remember OH MY GOD TINA ..
ahh shit another fucking deadline ...


.lollll...m just kidding ...spoiled it for u din i ,,,,soory cudn resisit it .
i could read ur mind to seriously is ther something wrong with me ....??
(this is a fiction post btw ,,,,!!)