Such is the impact of cinema on us that at a very tender age ..we all have a story for ourselves .in which we are the heroes , the heroes that have been glorified in our movies that we watch ..the heroes that stand the test of time ..the heroes that we look up to and as a result the heroes that we want to be someday ...each one of has a story when we begin with as a child as  to I m tho a hero ......aur baki sab side actors hai .....but mein tho hero bane waala hoon boss
That story has started to crumble lately ...
I m starting to more and more increasingly  imagine myself as a side actor in the story that I have for my self only. ....
That is what is destroying me ....