Traits of Immortality ..!!

Imagine this , you were Alladin and u found the lamp ...out came the genie and asked you for your wish ,,, what would u wish for  ?

or let me take it one notch up even higher ...

Imagine being of a clan or community thats always been wronged , and so you do pennace for many many many years , and as a result of which ,, Lord of creation himself came down on this earth to grant you a boon ...ok now what would you wish for ?

power , revenge , greed, lust , fame , wealth , come to mind ..atleast to mine .. 

Thats exactly what two of the three brothers wished for ...

Fables tell of a similar story of three brothers of great potential sharing same blood ....who did experience a similar moment ...

They underwent  immense pain and suffering for 100s of years of pennance to accumalate enough cosmic strength that caused the lord of creation to grant them a boon each ...

The first brother asked for power so great , that it would rival a 1000 elephants ... and So Brahma said tatahstu and he became a powerfull giant , so big that no one on the earth could match his strength ...

The 2nd brother asked for immortality ...

and So Brahma said : no being, other than a puny human, who any which ways is so puny that obviously would never bring you any harm, so ya no other being in the entirety of creation other than a puny human can bring about your death ....

And so grew the arrogance and lust and corruption of the 2nd Brother turning him into a tyrant like no other ... a monster who conquered all 3 realms, Heaven, Hell, and Earth ,, no being in any universe could bring about his end .. A dark power unleashed to torture all realities for 1000s of years ....

How ever ...little is known about the Third Brother ....

Can you imagine, the audacity of this extra ordinary person, the courage and the will and the discipline of this person over his greed , when Brahma asked for his wish ,, all he wished for was ..Oh dear Lord .. all I ask of you is a SOUND MIND...

Yes you heard that right he continued ...

Please help me , guide my brain on the right path in the darkest of times ... 

Brahma said are you shore son ? ( loll )

and he said yes 

Brahma smiled and said tatashtu ...

Can you imagine this ?..

having the entire catalog of everything the universe has to offer in front of him , he chooses a sound mind....

I mean doesn't this person seem like he is out of his mind , when he is asking for a sound mind ... loll

wouldn't you say he is a crackpot .. a delulu wasting his wish like that ...

well, what if i told you .. that 1000s of years have passed since this exact incident we are talking about here .

yes this is a story from ancient Indian relics.. infact the three brothers are, Kumbhkarana , Ravana and Vibhishina ...in that order ....

we all know about the giant kumbhkarana, and the mighty Ravana. who sought power and perished at the hands of a vanar and a human .

And guess who actually became immortal and still lives on till this date .....

Th delulu ... crackpot who showed the humility to ask for a sound mind ... 

Funny how the ones who sought immortality and power, perished. destroyed by creatures they considered as puny beings .. while the one who sought humility and sound mind ... ended up as the immortal Vibhishana ...

 I found this extremely fascinating and insight full that, a sound mind, is far more fruitful and powerful than wealth or power or fame .. 

Traits of immortality or must I say extra ordinary people : Humility and a Sound Mind ....!!!

over intllegent .migt be your curse

 What claude code taught me today was profund if u throw extra intelligece at a smaller problem it  doesn't solve the problem it only manges to overthink and over comlicate and mess it up . wow thats profund while i knew this in theory . it is counterintutive that opus4.8 etra intelligence messed up my code and sonnet high fixed it in seconds

Self Belief

 Your first 1000 sales will come from strangers , how ever you first 100 doubts will come from your family and friends 

lying low

I have always purposely not given in to the pressure of keeping posting just for the sake of keeping posting, this blog has always been my place of freedom, and so i refused to let it be a place that binds me , just the way love should be, absolute fuckingly free. So I have always held that ill only write something when i feel like it, and so here i am back to my fav spot trying to get it all out...

its been a crazy year so far, a lot of bad news, one after the other, it all started with moms back , which then lead to her knees getting strained , which then evolved to her boil which had to get operated to be removed , from there we fast farfoward to her knee replacement surgery in march , then dads pancreatactmy , in between which we had ushma go through 2 susquent hospitalisation procedures ...

so round and round we go about these hospitals again and again , and to top it all the news around our social circle is further worse , drithi undergoing even worse illness , and bhabhijis mother expiring etc, there seems no end to all the bad news flowing in ,

how ever , the good among all this has been my job...

we are now just lying low and waiting for September to come by and welcome the newest member to our family....So wake me up when September ends 

How to best pass time

 The best way to pass time ... is to actually work ...

let yourself go

 There ain't nothing stopping you, but you

Ramblings

So here i am yet again caught up in the same bullshit pattern, but it's not that bad this time around.

I have started to come to accept a few of my traits and so my plan now revolves around this pattern taking it into my stride. we shall grow stronger and learn and evelove from this, all financialy physicaly and metally.

I have been repeatedly told my life to look for and enjoy and stay in the present. there still are joyfull moments in the present to live for.

I feel a bit alienated though

at this phase of my life i have come to find that my charisma is fading 

and people respond lesser and lesser to my quirks 

even though this is my own doing , i have over the years slowly and steadily but succesfully trained them to expect less and less from me 

and so today now that i have tie a bit , its really not taking me anywhere

because i guess yati was right 

its people 

people are what life is, and without them , it feels like a still water body 

this stint has taught me that there is nothing to be ashamed of 

, this is who i am 

i really was never meant to be a some smart shrewd business person 

i have never sold anything in my life 

and so no matter how good of a builder you might be 

you are a terrible sales person and for that reason untill you develop that sales muscle of yours dont start a business they will all result in loss 

like they have so far 

i am also a very complacent person 

and my mind always finds an excuse for me to not go though with the ideas submitted to me by the cosmos because it find some or the other flaws in it and tells me that this isnt a full proof idea enough to dedicate your entire life to it 

that is a lie that my mind tells me , but even though i know that it's a lie i still let it roll by because i am lazy 

also being a good brnad a, good sales man is all bout weaving a good story around you 

levels.io said he wud be making 12 startups in 12 months 

he launched witht this story and a brand , and belief and conviction and that's why he sells 

he made the maps project live to get people invested not just in the product but it's story 

if how it plays out

just like james cameron 

and brhamastra

they tell you a number which is required to break even which is so riduclusously large  that they become the underdog you start rooting for 

you wanna see the flim touch those numbers because you wanna see the underdog pull his wieght and survive 

 be honest with your work

what does that even mean 

it means 

you know if there is something you can do better but you are not doing it,

may b cause of less money paid to you, u feel the client doesnt deserve it 

may b cause of less time you feel you shouldn't do it 

may b cause you feel this is not your real work you dont do it

that is wrong 

if you are involved and you see something can be done 

you do it ...!!

thats honesty towards your work

its the most important thing to have ..

honesty towards your work ,

even bhaiji the other was repeating many stories which basically said god values those who are honest with thier work , even more so than those who just simply chant his names

if you do work honestly 

let it be any work you do it more than your best

you do it even more than that,

and see how success follows

Something we love

 Next ?

next we do something we love

not just for money 

lets do something only if it excites you

no real hurry to do just about anything that comes your way 

lets pause and re orient ,, 

ikigai showed us that we love to 

1. write 

2. portfolio management 

3. chess 

lets stick to these 3 

lets narrow down on these

lets not worry about creating something great ,

but let us do worry about having fun while creating ,

wanting to create it with so much of passion that everything else becomes secondary 

so wait for it , it will come ,

just have fun for now , hard work can also be fun , but let's have fun .....!!!!

Do you wanna achieve ?

 The Best place to kill a bad idea , is in it's bud 

the more the time its given to grow, the more viciously resistive it is to let go of it ...!!!

so discipline begins with toughts 

discipline of thoughts will lead to discipline of action which intern leads to achievments ...!!