how to win

 always focus on the action to be performed .. 

never focus on the scoreline. .. rather focus on giving your utmost 100 percent in the getting the action to be performed right ..one step at a time 

lying low

I have always purposely not given in to the pressure of keeping posting just for the sake of keeping posting, this blog has always been my place of freedom, and so i refused to let it be a place that binds me , just the way love should be, absolute fuckingly free. So I have always held that ill only write something when i feel like it, and so here i am back to my fav spot trying to get it all out...

its been a crazy year so far, a lot of bad news, one after the other, it all started with moms back , which then lead to her knees getting strained , which then evolved to her boil which had to get operated to be removed , from there we fast farfoward to her knee replacement surgery in march , then dads pancreatactmy , in between which we had ushma go through 2 susquent hospitalisation procedures ...

so round and round we go about these hospitals again and again , and to top it all the news around our social circle is further worse , drithi undergoing even worse illness , and bhabhijis mother expiring etc, there seems no end to all the bad news flowing in ,

how ever , the good among all this has been my job...

we are now just lying low and waiting for September to come by and welcome the newest member to our family....So wake me up when September ends 

How to best pass time

 The best way to pass time ... is to actually work ...

let yourself go

 There ain't nothing stopping you, but you

Ramblings

So here i am yet again caught up in the same bullshit pattern, but it's not that bad this time around.

I have started to come to accept a few of my traits and so my plan now revolves around this pattern taking it into my stride. we shall grow stronger and learn and evelove from this, all financialy physicaly and metally.

I have been repeatedly told my life to look for and enjoy and stay in the present. there still are joyfull moments in the present to live for.

I feel a bit alienated though

at this phase of my life i have come to find that my charisma is fading 

and people respond lesser and lesser to my quirks 

even though this is my own doing , i have over the years slowly and steadily but succesfully trained them to expect less and less from me 

and so today now that i have tie a bit , its really not taking me anywhere

because i guess yati was right 

its people 

people are what life is, and without them , it feels like a still water body 

this stint has taught me that there is nothing to be ashamed of 

, this is who i am 

i really was never meant to be a some smart shrewd business person 

i have never sold anything in my life 

and so no matter how good of a builder you might be 

you are a terrible sales person and for that reason untill you develop that sales muscle of yours dont start a business they will all result in loss 

like they have so far 

i am also a very complacent person 

and my mind always finds an excuse for me to not go though with the ideas submitted to me by the cosmos because it find some or the other flaws in it and tells me that this isnt a full proof idea enough to dedicate your entire life to it 

that is a lie that my mind tells me , but even though i know that it's a lie i still let it roll by because i am lazy 

also being a good brnad a, good sales man is all bout weaving a good story around you 

levels.io said he wud be making 12 startups in 12 months 

he launched witht this story and a brand , and belief and conviction and that's why he sells 

he made the maps project live to get people invested not just in the product but it's story 

if how it plays out

just like james cameron 

and brhamastra

they tell you a number which is required to break even which is so riduclusously large  that they become the underdog you start rooting for 

you wanna see the flim touch those numbers because you wanna see the underdog pull his wieght and survive 

 be honest with your work

what does that even mean 

it means 

you know if there is something you can do better but you are not doing it,

may b cause of less money paid to you, u feel the client doesnt deserve it 

may b cause of less time you feel you shouldn't do it 

may b cause you feel this is not your real work you dont do it

that is wrong 

if you are involved and you see something can be done 

you do it ...!!

thats honesty towards your work

its the most important thing to have ..

honesty towards your work ,

even bhaiji the other was repeating many stories which basically said god values those who are honest with thier work , even more so than those who just simply chant his names

if you do work honestly 

let it be any work you do it more than your best

you do it even more than that,

and see how success follows

Something we love

 Next ?

next we do something we love

not just for money 

lets do something only if it excites you

no real hurry to do just about anything that comes your way 

lets pause and re orient ,, 

ikigai showed us that we love to 

1. write 

2. portfolio management 

3. chess 

lets stick to these 3 

lets narrow down on these

lets not worry about creating something great ,

but let us do worry about having fun while creating ,

wanting to create it with so much of passion that everything else becomes secondary 

so wait for it , it will come ,

just have fun for now , hard work can also be fun , but let's have fun .....!!!!

Do you wanna achieve ?

 The Best place to kill a bad idea , is in it's bud 

the more the time its given to grow, the more viciously resistive it is to let go of it ...!!!

so discipline begins with toughts 

discipline of thoughts will lead to discipline of action which intern leads to achievments ...!!

 its not like for got ur bbday j.. just doesnt seem apppropriate to wish u ne more

worry is the curry required for flury

 So even though the tittle says it all ( it doesn't really ), and yet if i have to spell it out for you guys any further it would be to says yes you must worry..

Yes you heard that right ..

All this bullshit about gratitude and inner peace is nonsense

and not until you are worried about your future, will your future come on track.

I have noticed not worrying leads to complacency 

and the biggest disease of all is complacency 

the single biggest obstacle to greatness is complacency,